today i went to violin,
feel so depress
i can't play the pieces,
i think something is wrong with my violin.
im not blaming the violin that i can't play the piece,
but the problem in the violin has been bothering me,
n becuz of that i cannnot play the high notes.
maybe i have to buy another violin but it would be costly.
i decided to sit for grade 6 instead of 7,
i don think i can make it.
feel like giving up,
god has make me the way it should not be,
i love violin,
but thr r a few obstacle i have to overcome.....
my teacher talked to me,
i noe he is disappointed becuz i have been skipping a lot of orchestra practice n lesson.
y do i like to do something that im not really capable of?
i try so hard to play the violin well,
but it turned me down most of the time.
my flute exam is coming up,
n im not sure what marks i can get for it.
i wanted to cry,
but can't.
im so bothered,
is thr anyway out of this misery?